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“I bet that would be a fun career… pretending to be different people on Television and Film. I’d love to be an actor for a day.”
I think what a lot of people forget is that most of the WORK for an average working actor… isn’t actually acting… it’s auditioning; hundreds, perhaps even thousands, of job interviews in the span of a career. I’d say there’s no factor more responsible for actors quitting this profession than the soul crushing nature of the audition process.
1.) You print up your script pages (sides).
2.) You work on them for hours, perhaps even trying to memorize them a bit.
3.) You dress to impress.
4.) You focus your mind.
5.) You sit in traffic, sometimes for over an hour.
6.) You pace the waiting room, going over the lines in your head.
7.) You judge your look in the role against the other actors in the room.
8.) If you know any of their work, you compare your skills.
9.) You walk into another room of writers, directors, producers, and you try your very best to deliver a crystal clean performance… no stumbles, tongue twists, or paraphrasing of lines.
10.) You leave the room and go back out into the traffic… sometimes you go home… sometimes you head to your next audition and start again from #5.
If your overall audition delivery that day was at least 90% of what you were trying to do, you have a chance… and you may wanna treat yourself to something… ice cream… a trip to the local comic book store.
But anything under 90%, and you struggle to keep from replaying the mistakes in your head.
And every once in a while, less than 5% of the time, you get a call from your agent telling you that someone would like to hire you. And the sense of euphoria is so great that you’re able to payback all the debt on your soul you’d taken out the other 95% of the time.
I’m a pretty superstitious person. You might not think it since I’m such a science nerd… but I am.
Last time I mentioned on my blog that I had booked a role on a TV show it was an episode of The Office… that episode never aired. So a part of me is, of course, nervous that I’m sharing my latest good news.
Today I got one of those calls from my agent. And it turned out to be a very rare call… much less than 5%. I was told that both of the television shows I auditioned for yesterday were interested in hiring me.
I don’t wanna share the names of the shows yet. I don’t know why… maybe superstition. And all the details haven’t yet been worked out. It’s possible the two shows will conflict and I’ll only be able to do one. If you remember my Stuido 60 post, that does happens.
I also can’t really talk about the plots… which means I can’t go into specifics on the roles. I wouldn’t want an actor cast in one of my projects to do that.
But I will say this… the two shows are very similar. They’re both on network TV, not cable. Both roles are one time guest spots. Both roles are very much Cabrera. One of them is very much the Cabrera you know.
UPDATE: I can now say, having shot both, that the shows are Numbers and Without a Trace. The episode of Without a Trace entitled, Hard Landing, will air on CBS, April 7th, 2009. CBS Press Release.
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Jasmine on 18 Feb 2009 at 10:23 pm #
The process sounds fascinating, if a bit soul-crushing. Congrats again on the two jobs!
Ron Curry on 18 Feb 2009 at 11:05 pm #
I would like to think that since I watch tv, I’m totally an expert on these things. But we know that’s not the case. So from my perspective, the fact that you even got a couple of the auditions means that either (a) you’re good, or (b) your agent is good, or (c) you just market yourself well. I’m willing to bet your next paycheck that it’s a and c. And then the fact that you got callbacks from both auditions means you know enough about your craft to be successfully employable, so cheers to that. I won’t jinx you by talking about how you totally own those parts now, but I will say congratulations on the progress thus far. I’m told that dedication pays off. At the very minimum, this is setting you up with the means and experience to pursue the path you want, whether it be continued acting, or writing and directing. Or researching how to turn one’s self into an alligator.
Liz on 19 Feb 2009 at 12:08 am #
Congratulations, John! I can’t even imagine what it’s like to go through all that. Well, the sitting in traffic part I can imagine, but everything else, not so much.
Stef on 19 Feb 2009 at 12:21 am #
I admire anybody that goes through that. I get annoyed when someone points out a typo … let alone being told over and over I am too tall, too short, too nerdy, too athletic, too good, too bad … wouldn’t want to trade you.
Karl Preusser on 19 Feb 2009 at 12:22 am #
Congrats John! I know you’ll rock it.
@allfivehorizons on 19 Feb 2009 at 1:24 am #
This is so cool. Will keep everything crossed for you.
BabsiS on 19 Feb 2009 at 4:03 am #
Many people view the job “actor” as something from Outer Space, magical and amazing. But I know it’s not – at least not 95% of the time like you said.
But in my opinion, this is one of the best posts you’ve written so far!
Oh and – I don’t wanna congratulate you too early for the great feedback you got from the tv-shows, because I’m also superstitious. But until I find out you booked the roles, I’m keeping my fingers crossed – and gosh am I squeezing ‘em
kelseroo on 19 Feb 2009 at 5:12 am #
I love it when actors give us a little insight into what its like. Thank you for sharing!
K8 on 19 Feb 2009 at 5:43 am #
That’s so fantastic, John! One of my oldest friends is a working actress in Chicago, so I’ve heard how soul-crushing the audition process can be. I’ve always admired that aspect of actors, though. The ability to bounce back from it. A certain amount of rejection is the nature of the beast, it seems. I can’t imagine how great it would feel to get two “Yes”es at once!
I’ve only auditioned one time in my life and that was for a play in high school. I was horrible and awkward and spoke way too fast and was cast as an understudy, but only because I could sing. Fortunately, I never had to go on, because I would have been dreadful.
Well done, sir. I can’t wait to read more details and, more importantly, see you on the small-ish screen again.
Rae on 19 Feb 2009 at 5:50 am #
Congrats again! I’ll keep my fingers crossed that the timing all works out so that both roles come through and make it on the air.
Girlonthepark on 19 Feb 2009 at 6:02 am #
Aw! That is so awesome! Congratulations!
I did an incredibly minor audition recently and I found that nerve-wracking so kudos to you actor types that put yourself out there on a regular basis.
Melissa on 19 Feb 2009 at 6:55 am #
Congratulations, John! I am one of your Twitter followers and was excited to see your good news yesterday. Fingers crossed that there are no scheduling conflicts and you can soon let us know when and where to watch for you…
Vanessa N. on 19 Feb 2009 at 9:34 am #
I completely understand feeling superstitious about something like this, mainly because it seems like whenever something good is happening and I blab about it to a bunch of people, it doesn’t end up happening and then I have to explain why it didn’t happen to all those people (which feels like crap). So, instead of saying congratulations, I’m going to say “Good job so far” and hope the rest of it goes just as well.
SamanthaJackson on 19 Feb 2009 at 9:40 am #
So happy, so truly happy.
Ed R on 19 Feb 2009 at 10:32 am #
JP, if you land either or both, I promise I’ll watch. And i NEVER watch tv!
Ed R on 19 Feb 2009 at 10:33 am #
Oh- and CONGRATULATIONS!!
Pauline on 19 Feb 2009 at 10:40 am #
Great news. and a well written post… nice to hear you don’t head to your local dive for 20 shots of something hard after a bad audition.
I’ve always wanted to be one of the soul crushers on the other side of the table… but I worry my empathic abilities would interfere and drag all the actors we didn’t want out to Chuck E. Cheese afterward. I’d go broke.
This post actually gave me an idea… so thanks.
Aimee on 19 Feb 2009 at 10:41 am #
Ron…”I’m willing to bet your next paycheck”…very nice. Ha!
John…I’m quite obviously not an actress (I would SO suck at it), but I can *sort of* relate to the audition process. For eight months in 2006-2007, I was an unemployed writer. (Not fun, especially when you’re a single mother of two.) During those eight months, I had an average of one or two interviews per week. As you do for auditions, I prepped, I dressed to the nines, I focused. I got my portfolio ready and rehearsed what I would say when the interviewer asked the same.flippin’.questions that every interviewer asks. And then when the interview was over, I would either feel like the interviewer despised the very ground on which I walked or that I aced that interview! I got that job!
I ended up getting none of those jobs and had to settle for a short-term contract job to make ends meet after my unemployment benefits ran out. Maybe my problem was that I wasn’t superstitious enough. *shrug* I guess the good news is that I now have a fabulous job that pays better than I’ve ever been paid, and that allows me to do such things as Twitter and respond to John Cabrera blog posts when I’m at the office.
(Sorry for the epic story.)
Allyson on 19 Feb 2009 at 11:33 am #
Congratulations on your less than 5% victory! But I’m with you on the superstitious thing; I tend to be the same way when good news is concerned. Here’s to everything coming to fruition!
Johnny Hugel on 19 Feb 2009 at 11:40 am #
Good luck, hopefully the fates will allow both roles. Looking forward to the reveal.
Pauline on 19 Feb 2009 at 11:55 am #
Oh… and about superstitions… keep yours! The only reason my softball team made it to championships every year was because we didn’t wash our game socks for the entire two weeks of playoffs. It was gross but it worked.
John Cabrera on 19 Feb 2009 at 1:50 pm #
Hey guys, thanks for all the support and caring words. And Aimee, don’t worry, I know a congrats was buried in there somewhere
Glad a lot of you found the process so fascinating. I’ve been meaning to write a post like this for a while, and yesterday it felt like the time.
Some people were asking for a few more details. I’ll offer up one more small thing… both shows are on the same network. A network known for its interrogations.
Marmalady on 19 Feb 2009 at 1:54 pm #
Wow John that’s great news!
I won’t use the “C” word yet, until you’re confident that you’ve got the two (or one) jobs!
But you do still deserve a pat on the back for a job very well done, not just on one but TWO interviews… so here you are *pat**pat*.
Can’t wait to see what you have in store for us!
*smiles*
P.S. I’m an elementary school teacher (or trying) and I think I’m kinda an actor, since I have to be upbeat, energetic and cheery even when I feel like killing someone.
I *so* would not want to be an actor for a day!!!!
Ron Curry on 19 Feb 2009 at 2:30 pm #
I’m sure the “C” word means something entirely different to Marmalady than it does to me, but that would be pretty funny if she meant it in the same context I’m laughing about. Ahhh, to be so childish.
Marmalady on 19 Feb 2009 at 2:59 pm #
Lol, you’re Ron, it does mean something different to me…. but hey I’m sure John doesn’t mind being called —-.
You try it and we’ll find out!
=)
Michelle on 19 Feb 2009 at 3:46 pm #
Hey John, all the best. My fingers are so crossed for you. I loved reading your post. I really liked reading about the “process”.
Your very talented so I can’t wait to read the updated blog post when you share when we can watch it air on TV.
John Cabrera on 19 Feb 2009 at 4:05 pm #
Liz, how about those days when you keep missing your highway exits… or you get on a northbound instead of a southbound? You can imagine that too, right?………… No?
Am I the only one who can imagine that?
Lauren W on 19 Feb 2009 at 6:54 pm #
I think that is why I could never become an actor (besides the fact that I would suck at it)…the 5% part of getting the job. To audition for so many, and not get them, I don’t think I could handle it. At least not when I first start off. I think if I were able to make it to my first job after all the let downs, then I would be okay. But…I probably wouldn’t be able to make it that far. So, congratulations, definitely. It is good to be rewarded after all the work of auditioning. Hope everything goes well!
Ron Curry on 19 Feb 2009 at 8:27 pm #
And… you got the green light for both shows. Tight. Who’s buying the first round?
Marmalady on 19 Feb 2009 at 9:45 pm #
Just read your twitter… so I guess it’s safe to say it now… (Ron, you listening? Here’s my “C” word)
CONGRATULATIONS!!!! =)
And cause I’m that kind of mood *blows noisemaker*
=)
Marmalady on 19 Feb 2009 at 9:45 pm #
(damn it…”in that kind of mood”)
(give me my edit button!!!)
John Cabrera on 20 Feb 2009 at 12:04 am #
To clarify my tweet about both shows being approved, I was indeed talking about these two acting gigs. Some people weren’t sure if I meant my writing/producing projects H+ and the cracked.com show. I guess I should have said, both ROLES have been approved, and will not conflict.
So yeah, I’m good to go on both. Which is very good… to go.
Marmalady, (and anyone else with similar concerns), if you register for an account on this site, and you comment on a post while logged in, I’m pretty sure you can edit that comment.